Hi (((Scout))). I'm sorry you have to deal with this. And bravo for taking the high road. I like what DnJ said, "Choosing to do nothing is doing something. That is an action. That is a choice".
Who knows why XH does this. Either way, you are being the adult here. Don’t waste time thinking about why. It's not you.
So, what about next time? How can you prepare to not care? I think you'll figure it out. And maybe it'll stng a bit less as time goes on. There will come a time when you don't care. XH is dropping S off. Think about your kiddo more. I'm putting myself in yout place. At least your XH has visits. It might not be perfect, but your childs father is still in the picture.
You got this momma! ((( )))
~Never Give Up ~ 2019 Mar BD June BD Dec Aow/xgf 2020 Jan he wants D Feb he flys2 ow Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn Apr he leaves for work until Nov Oct D FINAL 2020 Living MY Happiest Life Ever