I get it ----- it was just light texting. We still have business matters to finish.
He opens up a little - minimal and completely on his own. No R talks. He tried being funny yesterday afternoon when there was an issue with the puppy... he was concerned.
It was poor judgement on my part to initiate text late Sat night. I spent so much time putting down my phone over and over and then stupidly went for it "did you make to your X event"... 5min later at 11:30 at night he said "it was cancelled". I should have replied but I couldn't... I should have said "bummer" but did not. Why was he texting so late at night - shouldn't he be with her?
^^^What does it matter? I'm having expectations and still focusing on him.
Got a dose of reality when i woke up to the text - "when can I get more stuff"... Is this just him running hot and cold? OR what I'm sure everyone here is saying ---- he is being friends now. He is getting his stuff and getting on with his new life and getting some happiness.
Well come get more of this weekend. I'm doing the work and my confidence is WAY up. And, maybe I was foolish this weekend BUT he is the fool. I'm strong.... I'm gorgeous and frankly I'm just back to being cocky... look out I may get you with my little stingers... there is going to a large wake when I move through.
