Well been a terrible 2 days. No one to blame but myself for that. My emotions have been completely all over the place. Couldn't keep myself in check. Broke down in tears twice. Summer has decided to show up in California so 90 degree weather is not helping my calm. Wouldn't stop talking about us any time I saw her and spent any time alone running situations of her affair through my head. She took off to a friend's a few hours ago not planning on coming back today. She was discussing spending the night soon last week.

Also heard back from the therapist today and was info to register for a therapy group I am not very excited by that as I'm not a religious man in any way. But hoping for the best.

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