Well it looks like time finally ran out. I stopped posting because even posting gave me anxiety. I hoped and hoped and hoped He moved in with his mistress last year and no amount of GAL did me any good. I tried so hard to try and move on, tried to look like I had fun. He didn't notice a darn thing. Didn't even contact me. And I'm still not over him. Probably never will. I still haven't given up hope of reconciliation, but I did finally file for divorce this year. What choice did I have? He has given me no nothing to hope for and yet I still hope. Thing is, the deadline for the response to the petition has come and gone and he's still not responded. Only hired a lawyer at the last minute. What is he thinking? Will he come back to me one day? It seems like most of the people here who DB'd ended up D
