Can you do that Can? Can you tell yourself that this is just him leaving for work for a long period of time as in the past. You don't know what the future holds. I doubt he does either. I can promise you from dealing with this situation for a very, very long time, that what they want changes every five minutes, there clearly is no fixed, permanent grand plan under which they operate, and things generally change after that first period of bliss and happiness. This is not permanent. How you feel about it is not permanent. Enjoy this last day (for a while) as a family.
Thank you OwnIt. For the moment, thinking like that may get me through the day. And no hyper focusing on "the moment".
~Never Give Up ~ 2019 Mar BD June BD Dec Aow/xgf 2020 Jan he wants D Feb he flys2 ow Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn Apr he leaves for work until Nov Oct D FINAL 2020 Living MY Happiest Life Ever