~j~VENTING~ It's morning time. Fighting to keep myself togethet. I CANNOT fall apart right now. I have to remind myself of what he's done. Ugh..that makes me well up. When I get really angry I cry.

FOCUS on ME. Celebrate freedom. A new chapter. I wish this pandemic wasn't happening! Makes my new found freedom hard. I feel like I'm treading water. I need to be on my back floating; relaxed. This is nk big deal. Right?

Ugh...he's awake. Trying to be super dad. Makes me sick. Gotta make a good lasting impression. He talked to D3 yesterday about leaving for work. She's fine, as it's a normal thing. I should follow her lead.

~Never Give Up ~
2019
Mar BD
June BD
Dec Aow/xgf
2020
Jan he wants D
Feb he flys2 ow
Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn
Apr he leaves for work until Nov
Oct D FINAL 2020
Living MY Happiest Life Ever