When we were together H only drank socially. Could have a night of excess, but wasn’t the norm. No alcoholism in his FOO. Since entering MLC he ramped up his drinking and added marijuana (first time using at 50 yr old). I don’t know where his drinking is today. But OW posts pics of her refrigerator packed full of wine and champagne. And pics of her drinks in bars. So. Yeah. I am concerned.
I hear you about eventually becoming a friend. I hope I could do that some day. But I’m not sure. I am an all or nothing kinda gal. I have enough friends. My only available spot for him is husband. I believe if we don’t reconcile I will have to remove him from my life permanently. I wont be able to watch him and OW live the life my H and I worked hard for.
Anyways. The sun shines today. I will do my affirmations and get myself out to enjoy it.
