A huge weight will be lifted from you once H is out of the house. It’s going to take a bit to find the new normal. Once there, things are going to be much better. Have faith on this one; it only doesn’t feel that way sometimes. Your better times are coming. Believe it. (((Can)))
One day at a time.
DnJ
Feelings are fleeting. Be better, not bitter. Love the person, forgive the sin.