SOOOOOOOO ---- pat yourself on the back!!!! 1 week and not spying.... feels good doesn't it??? I will say that is the one thing I did not do. I never go their FB. Look at phone records. Why? What would be the point?
Mo - take a minute and realized not spying is part of DB.
Everything comes in baby steps. Sometimes it feels 1 step forward and 2 steps back... but keep on that path.
Sorry to hear about job interview. Maybe it wasn't as bad as you thought? Phone interviews are tough. Keeping my fingers crossed that something comes out of this.
Your fear of pulling away is natural and normal. Its a fear of loss. Uncertainty. Anxiety.
Maybe you should be less available when he is there working on the weekends? I get how hard that is right now with the everyone being affected by the lock down. Can you be doing something else and not available for sharing meals?
