~j~ Today 00 shared his work is ready for him to return. It's normal for him to not get a lot of notice. At this point, I really don't know what the truth is. Yes he is going back to work, and who knows what is waiting for him on the other side. His journey.

I will be taking him to the airport. I wish him no harm. It's no big deal. The big deal will be reliving him leaving again. ReGreifing? Feeling the greif all over again. I can feeling it building, and I'm just tring to mirror his attitude. My emotions are very mixed.

There is no normal right now. And dealing with this mlc/ow/ d/ situation doesn't make it easy. I'm use to being a single mom when he's away, but this time is a million times different.

I'd better stop typing. My tears are building up. Can't let the flood gates open yet.


~Never Give Up ~
2019
Mar BD
June BD
Dec Aow/xgf
2020
Jan he wants D
Feb he flys2 ow
Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn
Apr he leaves for work until Nov
Oct D FINAL 2020
Living MY Happiest Life Ever