Thanks M,

About the D, I just ordered the final paper work needed but knowing myself, I will hold on to the letter and not send it immediately. It just feels so final. I need to think about this for a few days or so. I don't want to be married to a person who sees me as a friend. But like AS said, it's really hard to tell what goes on internally with her. I know she misses me but the question is, does she miss me because she is spoiled and misses her days of being secure and comfortable. Or does she just miss being with me.


Perhaps, or most likely it's both but I don't know if that changes anything for me.


Me: 38
Stbxw: 35
No kids
Mini bd: February 6, 2019
ONS confirmed Sept 7, 2019
Told her to move out: September 8, 2019
W moved out: September 28, 2019
Divorce filed by me: September 23, 2019