So your last post started out about you which is great but after that it all turned to focusing on your STBXH.
So let’s even go there to hypothetically you get the motorcycle ride. Then what? Nothing changes except you expectations increase and your focus goes where it doesn’t belong.
I know ---- I'm still wanting hope that he isn't 100% sure where he is at right now.
But you are right. He is leaving me. He is done with the M.