Sooo its keep exercising... I'm making real progress. Weight loss has slowed as I have been consuming too much sugar lately so need to step up and focus on more protein choices. Just haven't found interest in cooking currently. Clothes fit better and I can tell I'm getting stronger physically.
Thursday several text exchanges with H. He needed some documents in regards to our house as he is still trying to close on his house.
Frankly one document he could have printed easily online himself. The other he would have had to been a little more creative but could have accomplished.
I get it - it was WAY easier to ask me to get them. There is no point in being unkind and telling him to "F" off. Got the documents to the best of my ability and suggested the tax document should be enough but if not let me know.
He actually said Thank You - 3 times to me in one afternoon.... I think I needed to go lie down after that. He rarely says Thank You... and 3 times at once???
Either way H got what he needed from me and its back to not hearing a word since. That is ok. I have to learn to be ok with him being absent from my life. I keep reminding myself that any contact from him IS and HAS been all about him. NOTHING about me.
I'm going to spend a few minutes looking at cheeseless tunnels AND then move on with my day.
H comes tomorrow to move out more stuff. The weather will be better so let's see if he brings up a bike ride again... OR was he just baiting me into something previously.
