When it gets to you, get in the car and take a drive or take a nice long walk. When you return, your battery will be recharged a bit.
It's not easy living w/a MLCer. No two seconds are the same and they are moody as h*ll. Nothing you say or do w//be the right thing.
It's okay to be frustrated. Dig deeper for patience and get yourself out of the house periodically...even if it is to just get a cup of coffee at a drive thru.
Thanks Job. I did manage to get away from home yesterday, alone. I totally agree, and if things in the world were different I'd be driving somewhere, like over the rainbow, for sure. Wish it was easier. Due to C19, Our area is very strick with non-essential driving. National Guards posted, road blocks. Very serious & strick stay at home orders. And the added fears 00 has, he's very protective of D3 & I. Not wanting us to go driving unless essential. I agree with him. I certainly don't want to expose myself or D3 to anything.
Lucky for us, we just walk out the door & we have an amazing backyard jungle to enjoy. As long as I can get D3 outdoors willingly. That's a daily challenge..lol..00 doesn't understand this challenge or why she doesn't just listen..SHE'S THREE!!!!... and I love her & have patience. He has little patience.
But yes, I do need to dig deeper. Perhaps I need to put my positive 'post it note' back up. Or write words of encouragement on my mirror ( w eraseable marker).
Dig dig digging.
~Never Give Up ~ 2019 Mar BD June BD Dec Aow/xgf 2020 Jan he wants D Feb he flys2 ow Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn Apr he leaves for work until Nov Oct D FINAL 2020 Living MY Happiest Life Ever
