~j~ Nothing new. Just waiting for change, as we all are, in one way or another. What can I do? How can I change? Keep doing my thing? I just want him to go already. Hope his work starts soon.
Nothing has changed. I'm putting up with this MLC beast. Jeckl & Hyde. He's up late at night, nightly, goes to garage, makes his call to ow/gf, they hatch their plans for hrs..or whatever they talk about. ..ugh.. barf...makes me sick. Then he's a grouch the next day. Avoids us. Resurfaces & isnt so grumpy hrs later. Then he might want to spend time with D3, but does'nt put his phone down. That also makes me sick.
This lockdown does'nt help. D3 is okay for the most part. I'm up & down. When 00 leaves us for work (if that's what he's doing) I know I'll go through another period of grief. I'm sure others will follow.
Looking for strength within. Where is it?
~Never Give Up ~ 2019 Mar BD June BD Dec Aow/xgf 2020 Jan he wants D Feb he flys2 ow Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn Apr he leaves for work until Nov Oct D FINAL 2020 Living MY Happiest Life Ever
