Happy Bday B. Right here, right now, during this pandemic, and the sitch with your H mic, girl, feel how you feel. It's SO tough to hold it all in. Let it out when you need to alone. And if your kids happen to see you, they are young adults; it's okay to cry. Punch pillows if you need too. Come here and journal. We're here.
I get how you feel; it hurts deep. Distance yourself. He's a roommate. Let him be. Spend more time with kids. GAL how ever you can. You know the drill. And you're not alone. Whatever gets you through the day. Be an example of a strong woman for your kids. Bounce back and be the best you can be.
Remember. You didn't break him. You can't fix him. He's on his journey. Let him do his thing. You do yours.
~Never Give Up ~ 2019 Mar BD June BD Dec Aow/xgf 2020 Jan he wants D Feb he flys2 ow Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn Apr he leaves for work until Nov Oct D FINAL 2020 Living MY Happiest Life Ever