I was reading over your last few threads... you seem like you've made so much progress. His actions don't really affect you like they used to, you can observe them but are staying strong and centered for yourself and your kids. That is amazing. You are your own lighthouse. I love it.
What have you been doing for yourself recently?
Me (46) H (42) M:14 T:18, D9 & D11 4/19 - 12/19: series of escalating BDs 9/20 - present: R and piecing