We are all here for you. Hang in there. Your girls sound amazingly mature-- they must have a fantastic mom
It sounds like you're staying really strong. It feels good to get those truths off of your chest. And it seems like you've really turned a corner, from worrying about what you say/do affects him to focusing on what serves you. That is really impressive. Keep it up!!
You got this. I'm sorry you're feeling so down and totally get it. But honestly, you sound strong and I know you'll get through this, stronger than ever on the other side.
Wish I could drink a G&T with you!!
xx M
Me (46) H (42) M:14 T:18, D9 & D11 4/19 - 12/19: series of escalating BDs 9/20 - present: R and piecing