Originally Posted by KitCat
I was not so dependent on my H previously... it's clearly happened since he pulled away.

That's because rejection breeds obsession.
Originally Posted by KitCat
I took my H for granted... left him feeling like a paycheck. That tips my soul.

You have to forgive yourself. What happened happened and it couldn't happen any other way because it didn't.
Originally Posted by KitCat
I am terribly needy right now which is sooooo unlike me.

It's good that you can recognize it. Just don't act on it.
Originally Posted by KitCat
I'm flippin around like a fish in a frying pan.

I believe you mean a fish out of water lol.