So I see what everyone is saying....

I had strong urge to text H... saying I missed him... could we talk??? BUT - I did not!! So that was an action. But, I'm still checking my phone. Answering any other contacts coming in... but wondering if and when H will text (soooo wrong.)

Today at noonish I get text:

H: I need something from you
H: I need this insurance doc and this tax doc

(probably more info needed for him to close on the house he bought)

Me: I can do that
H: Thank you

I can't remember the last time H said thank you... its been many weeks.

But now... I'm calm. I can relax. "he" texted me now. Good the rest of the day. I just realized its like a freaking fix.

I got to work on that.