I am sorry to read that you were having some down times. If you feel the need to cry...then do so. Crying helps us cope because we can let all of those hurt and pent up feelings out.

As for homes, both rental and sale, it seems like people are checking them out everywhere. I guess they are a lot of free time right now, so they are visiting the sites and determining what looks good for them. I hope that you can get the place that you want. It would be a fresh and new place to start moving forward.

Please take care of yourself. BTW, it's time to start a new thread and link this one to it.

New Thread:

Made it a year

Last edited by job; 04/15/20 05:45 PM. Reason: added link to new thread

Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to.
The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.