~j~ 00: "This isn't going to work. I can't afford this house..I'd have no money left. I don't want to work like I have been, 6 months out of the year, for the rest of my life. You need to help out too. What are you doing? What are you going to do? Have you even given it thought? "
Oh. Now we're talking? Ow must be putting the presure on.
Well, of course I've given it some thought. I can't afford it here. We do have to sell. I think we'd be better off near family, his family. They are closer and lovely. It's going to be a lot of work. I'm scared at the thought of starting over but excited for D3 to have more & be close to family. My family is so far away & it's cold. I've never wanted to move back.
So here we are in virus land. Nobody is working. But I'm in contact with my boss to be, if that pans out. Apparently 00s company is struggling. I never know what to believe. I know I need to prepare to MOVE out & onward. I know this. I'll be okay. We'll be okay. Once this virus is over, hopefully MIL will return to help with D3. I'll work & purge, get ready to sell everything. We both moved here with nothing. It's just stuff.
Ps- no mention of D paperwork not being completed. Coming up on a month soon.
I'm looking forward to him being gone.
~Never Give Up ~ 2019 Mar BD June BD Dec Aow/xgf 2020 Jan he wants D Feb he flys2 ow Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn Apr he leaves for work until Nov Oct D FINAL 2020 Living MY Happiest Life Ever