I'm a perfectionist and think I should be over this by now. I woke up this morning with a renewed compassion for myself. No one can undo this type of trauma in a year. I'm going to have to work for it and it's supposed to be hard.
I'm working mornings this week so I get here and am informed of two messes that happened yesterday afternoon. One person overreacted (ugh) and the other I feel so bad that she got stuck handling this. I wish now I would have told her that if she couldn't get it to work fairly quickly to set it aside and I'd fix it this morning. My boss said I probably should be working 11-3 but for now he said just let it go. I want to go back to yesterday and start over.
