[Liz11]

This divorce busting or whatever you want to call it is tough. And this quarantine environment makes it tougher. I just feel trapped. The last 7 days have gone well enough but my psyche is not good. I’m just struggling with my own anxiety and losing hope. I’d like to call where I am at Limbo, but it’s not. Really, I’m just waiting till this coronavirus passes so that mediation can begin again. I have this desire to just move in with life in one direction or the other. I want to push the action in some direction. Either let’s get to work on us or let’s get this over with. I’m just struggling to manage my mind.

I’ll do my best to keep on keeping on. This [censored].

Hi Scott, just offering support. I've been in a similar mindset over the past week: struggling with some positive signs from my WAH but now dealing with more negative ones, struggling with the feeling and anger of being in limbo, trying to figure out how to get my mind off things for just an hour despite being in pretty much quarantine, trying not to let myself get overwhelmed with all of the negative feelings and thoughts, and trying not to be too much of a drain on my support network in an effort to deal with all of this stuff. I have so many moments where I want answers and just want to feel like there's some progress in either direction, but in studying the forums and working with a DB coach, I think the hardest part of this -- yet probably the most important part -- is accepting the patience that's required. I struggle with that every day, and many days I feel like I lose the struggle. Try to keep your spirits up as best you can.