This divorce busting or whatever you want to call it is tough. And this quarantine environment makes it tougher. I just feel trapped. The last 7 days have gone well enough but my psyche is not good. I’m just struggling with my own anxiety and losing hope. I’d like to call where I am at Limbo, but it’s not. Really, I’m just waiting till this coronavirus passes so that mediation can begin again. I have this desire to just move in with life in one direction or the other. I want to push the action in some direction. Either let’s get to work on us or let’s get this over with. I’m just struggling to manage my mind.

I’ll do my best to keep on keeping on. This [censored].