Sorry to hear where things still are but I hope you are making some progress of your own too.
I wouldn't respond to those texts. I would block the number. These texts don't tell you anything you don't already know. These texts lead you down the road of pain and attachment when you should be walking the road to salvation.
How is the progress on finding the real Curtis, the old Curtis who had fun and knew just who he was?
H 34 W 29 BD 3/12/18 Divorce Busted Spring 19
It is not things that bother us, but the stories we tell ourselves about things.