WW Patience, Limbo amd Fear

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I brought it up with her and she asked for more time, blaming the bug. I said I want an answer in the morning. If she doesnt give me one, then I would make the decision. I know what the answer is already based on that response and her lack of emotion. I can and can't believe Im divorcing with a 1 year old child and my kids will spend most of their childhoods without a stable family. All because of fixable issues.

I can't wait for my new life but I will always be saddened at what they have lost. I will probably always see my W as a demon for refusing to fix this. For putting on a mask and hiding her true past. I was specifically avoiding people with a past like hers and she knew it and hid it. As I sit here hearing my kids enjoying life downstairs, Im saddened everyone. They have no clue and maybe never will because of their ages.

Im saddened for W too. She couldve tried to fix this instead of turning to extremist websites for empowerment. Shes overall a good mom to the kids and for that I am thankful. I appreciate all the support as I move here to D. I came here thinking this would be fixed in a month and in the end, here I am losing time with the ones I care about most. Our ancestors would be ashamed at how this society now works. Now you can destory a perfectly good family over reasons so minor. Not even a pandemic could put Ws views in to perspective. Nothing will and I now join all the other friends and family who got close to her, didnt meet expectations and were removed from her life.