~j~ Any day now. I'm looking forward to 00 being gone. Us being in LD together has took a toll on us both. My blood was just boiling today. He was in one of his moods. I swear if I said the sky was blue, he'd say no. Just nitpicking and finding random things to question me about & roll his eyes at my responce. And then....he normal for a bit. He's so flippy floppy. It real is best to avoid him & his critical belittleing was. My biggest concern is D3 & her not picking up on our bad behaviors/attitudes. And of course, whenever she misbehaves, its my fault. I get questioned why she does certain things, and my reply usually is because she's 3! Why do YOU act the way you do? So mentally draining.

I was outside GAL, him & D3 joined me. It was nice to be normal. And then he made a comment about my ability to take care of things around the house & outside. "We're going to have to sell eventually. Just what a 3 yr old needs to hear & repeat.

Too tired now.

Zzzzzzzz


~Never Give Up ~
2019
Mar BD
June BD
Dec Aow/xgf
2020
Jan he wants D
Feb he flys2 ow
Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn
Apr he leaves for work until Nov
Oct D FINAL 2020
Living MY Happiest Life Ever