It's been mostly NC for almost a month now. H does not come home as often, does not call much either. It's kind of nice and kind of strange at the same time.

He came home to cook us Easter lunch. He got the kids some candies. He bought me a box of chocolates, the kind I like. We hid eggs together around the house for the kids. And then after lunch he said he gotta go, lunch hour is over and he's gotta get back to work. I wonder if that sounded more believable in his mind? Or that is just his standard excuse to leave in front of the kids?

The last few times when he showed up, it seemed like he made an effort to do things for the kids...but ultimately it's almost like he was in a time crunch and he just HAD to leave.

MLC/WASes are really on a different timeline aren't they? I really don't understand what H is going through. Maybe I never will.

I'm thankful that the kids had a great Easter. And I got yummy chocolates.


BD: Sep 2019
D in progress