I'm doing lots of journalling. I'm listening to audiobooks on subjects I would not normally pick up. Reading lots of M books and communication books.
I'm okay ALOT of moments... but then I suddenly have this stupid thought "he isn't taking any of the furniture... that's because she is moving in with him... they will have her furniture in his new house"
Totally stupid I know. Because what if anything can I do about it - nothing. Maybe if I knew he was moving her into the house from the get go I could finally get disgusted by all this for good and be done???
I can't focus on that I know. Keep focusing on me... and do whatever it takes to hold it together on Sunday.
