I don't know what is up with him, but he seems really upset. Came home from work yesterday and just buried his head in the pillows - seems down and depressed.

I'm really trying not to examine his behaviour and not to try to guess at what it means. He's avoiding me today which is new and still seems sad.

I did my hair and my makeup and am keeping my head high. I'm enjoying my kids and getting work done.

I will do this...somehow.