I've a DB setback, folks. I got angry about something that our D23 is going through and I called my H and yelled at him, and told him he was partly responsible for this situation because he is so preoccupied with his whore that he doesn't realize what our D23 is going through. He didn't argue with me about calling OW a whore, but he was upset that I was blaming him for our daughter's troubles.

I know it was a mistake and I used it as an opportunity to lash out at him. I had done very well with NC that past 3 days. I hope my DB'ing can recover from this. I'm sure my tantrum pushed him further away.

UGH!!!


Me: 47 H: 45
T: 24 M:23
D23
BD #1 12/19: ILYBNILWY
BD #2 2/20: I discovered H was having an affair with OW. (OW is 21 and lives in another country)
Current R status: Separated.