Can, My best girlfriend, my mirror, keeps reminding me... I AM THE PRIZE. I have to own all parts of me... especially my shadow side. What low vibrational part of me is there... the wounded part that I need to see, accept, forgive, and bless? Can I honor her while healing her and then grow from that into a more powerful, empathetic, and loving person? Not for anyone else, but for me.
I am also working on re-parenting myself. The places where my parents weren't able to be there for me... and for most of us, we grew up in a dysfunctional family, so there are a number of places... I am reparenting me so I can be whole. I am looking at ways to re-write the script of how I should be in a relationship... with H or anyone else.
My BFF, keeps reminding me that I AM THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. There can be no one else. I need to look pretty for me. I need to love and honor me. I need to feel happy, sensual, interesting, fun, alive, intelligent, etc... for ME. Soon my kids will leave to build their own lives. What if, gosh forbid, something happened to my spouse- maybe he passed away- I would still be left with only me.
So regardless of what the next phase of my life is, I need to be enough for ME first. I hope this resonates with you. Keep doing the things that build you up, emotionally, spiritually, intellectually and physically. And never believe you aren't enough. You are... you are enough!
Blessings!
W (me): 50 H: 46 M: 21 T: 25 S:17 D:15 BD 11/2019
Fate whispers to the warrior, "You can not withstand the storm" And the warrior whispers back, "I am the storm." ~Unknown