Whats New Today?

[CanBird]

~J~ Haven't been posting everyday, as it's been the same pretty much. 00 & I continue to be roommates. I'm the primary care giver & he steps in when asked. The odd time he just does it, unless his book or phone activity have his attention, which is 24/7. It's horrible really.

Any way. I'm REALLY trying, but still struggling to coexist during this lockdown. And I see it's affecting D3s behavior. I asked her why she acts out & she eventually said I want more time with daddy. I told her it's important she share this with daddy & not stomp & scream/act out & say nothing.

After D3 & I talked, I took action. 00 was inside, (cooking a huge meal, but on break) I left them alone & text him bits of the D3 conversation. I could hear them, and soon they were playing. The happiness in her voice was heart warming. At first she resisted playing with him, but he was persistant, were as normal he'd say..."she doesnt want to play" & give up. They actally went outfront of the house, neighbors could see (00 has tried to avoid all people, even before covid). When they came in she was SO happy. He seemed to enjoy himself too. I GAL, and did my things in & outside.

At one point they'd gone inside & I was outside in the garage. I saw mail 00 had gotten from his works med insurance. A questionarre. I glanced and saw he tick himself married. & signed it. We're insuranced regardless of this questionare. Why even do it? Why not wait until the day you leave for work incase something changes?

We all did our own thing, but could still interact with each other as our home is open concept, the kitchen/dinning room/living room. 00 in the kitchen, me at the dinning room table watching D3 dance up a storm in the living room. Her dad danced with her for a bit. She'd run & hug me, then dance with her dad.

At one point D3 was looking at photos & asked her dad, "Do you love ...." whoever wad in the picture. Eventually, she asked, "Do you love mommy?".. I just happen to be in the tiny kitchen beside 00 when he resonded, "yes...I do love your mommy." Well that was nice & confusing to me. He could of answered that a lot of different ways, especially that I was right beside him. She asked again & he said the same responce. I ignored it. It was the right thing to say in the moment. I thought about those insurance papers and needed to glace again. Excused myself & retreated to the garage/mancave/ 00 headquarters.

The insurance papers where now covered up. A shirt placed over them. I had a bettet peek & took a photo.

Nothing has been said since (1 week ago) he mentioned out D papetwork was incomplete & not filed. Niether of us has brought it up. I dont intend to. I checked the county court website & there's nothing.

Now what? Wait? Carry on & GAL? Say something?