Hi B6. When I read your posts, I see a lot of myself. Trust me. Just, ignore him. Remember when you first started liking boys? Have you ever ignored a boy you liked? Act 'as if' you don't care. Nothing he does bothers you. Ignore him, listen, observe, smile. Let him start conversations. I get the need to chat. The need for that friendship that was. Especially now. I too am living with H. We are still legally M,; nothing was filed! . (I'll post on my page later).
Trust me & you'll see a difference.
Another thing that help me was spending extra time on self care beauty routines. I don't have any fancy creams, but I really feel better after my beauty rituals. And wear make up! A natuarl look. Put on marcarsa. It really does feel good when you take extra for your self. Try some DIY treatments.
Take care of you inside & out.
~Never Give Up ~ 2019 Mar BD June BD Dec Aow/xgf 2020 Jan he wants D Feb he flys2 ow Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn Apr he leaves for work until Nov Oct D FINAL 2020 Living MY Happiest Life Ever