Thanks unchien. Lately I’m starting to feel like everyone else on this board sees my situation as such as lost cause that nobody even knows what to say on my thread. I can understand why.
I’m still coming here though, because I’m drowning I’m sorrow and pain right now, grieving I guess. As many have said, the isolation of quarantine doesn’t help. I take my daughter out for walks every day, and that helps a little. There’s something lately about seeing the pain in H’s eyes while he says terrible things to me, it’s pushing me over the edge a bit. It would be easier if he were just mean or just cold and apathetic. It’s all the other stuff mixed it in that makes it so hard I think.
