Gosh Job is brilliant and grounded. I am taking her words of wisdom for myself too. I hope, Kindly, that you are finding moments of peace and clarity. That outside this forum you have people who can support you, reflect back to you, and remind you of who you are. I find that when I feel trapped by this situation and the circumstances of the world today, having someone who has a clearer mirror of who I am than I do (or than the H does for sure), I am able to think more about what I need to do to actualize self-care. Some of the self care stuff has to do with addressing my pain and what I've ignored. Some of my self care is about laughing more, learning more, allowing myself to not be strong all the time...
I am sending good thoughts into the universe and whatever power you believe in. Blessings
W (me): 50 H: 46 M: 21 T: 25 S:17 D:15 BD 11/2019
Fate whispers to the warrior, "You can not withstand the storm" And the warrior whispers back, "I am the storm." ~Unknown