Divorce was finalized yesterday. It didn’t bother all that much and I was surprised at how I felt about it. My stitch didn’t take it as well. I told her the games were over and that I don’t really want to talk or text unless it had to deal with our sons. I think I need that so I can fully heal for the time being. I’m sure down the road we can communicate a little more. Well she shows up at the house last night around midnight. I think she is having trouble and regret but it’s too late. I wouldn’t and don’t believe she truly feels this way. I told her she needed to leave and she needs to try and heal as well. I think she is just worried about me finding someone else or that I will begin to start dating other people. This is crazy. Now she continues to text me and call which I just try to ignore. I just can’t understand why she doesn’t see how her actions have hurt so many people. I am done looking past all the lies and manipulation. She seriously is troubled and how she can sleep with another man but yet tell me she loves me is beyond my understanding. I will not be going back to living like I did before and no one person should ever have to live in that situation. I’m praying that I will find healing and that she will find closure.
