Yo M I’m 20 months post D and I sometimes have bouts of sorrow. Not about my ex but the loss of the family unit. I’m not gonna lie you have a tough road ahead but you will get through it. IMO you did the right thing. I know this is a divorce busting site but your W has a boyfriend and that is completely unacceptable. Not to mention you’ve only been married for a few Months. She has serious issues she has to work through. If she can then down the road you can give it another go if you do choose.

Stay strong and come here when needed.