MLC newbie

[Believe6]

Thank you, Kindly and DnJ! I will post for ME. It does help and I have felt better feeling connected with others. Especially now with all of us in lockdown. I am trying to share happy and upbeat things. I think we all need that right now.

Journaling
Been such a strange time. I still struggling with the ups and downs of my emotions. H has been talking a bit more. He is starting college (or finishing) finally. It's actually one of his life goals and I hope this helps with his major discontent. I am happy and excited for him and I told him. Conversations have been better, but letting him lead the way in that. We are good roommates and good coparents. Doesn't mean I don't hurt and miss him. I do, but I continue to do things to help me cope.

Been practicing my Ukelele, listening to podcasts, doing my eft tapping, reading alot, checking out posts on various social media that is insightful/inspiring and sharing things with my girlfriends. Trying to help keep me and others inspired.

Taking my walks, working out, cooking good meals for the family... doing things that make me feel proud. I am starting to dream about things I would do with or without him. If he is going to leave me, I better have a plan. And even if he doesn't, I can prioritize the list and tell him which I want to do and see what makes sense from a family perspective.

Thanks for the support!