How are you today, Dilly? Can't help but feel your H is doing yourself a favour by showing how selfish he is in technicolour detail. Considering the people that have lost, or are about to lose, jobs and homes and loved ones, his situation sounds more stable than most and even if his job does go, or changes, he's not likely to be destitute. Life is strange and hard for everyone right now, but the fact that he isn't able to offer any support to the mother of his children - even if that's all he sees you as right now - is a true testament to how impoverished he is as a person. I wish you a calm lockdown, financial stability and lots of fun sex with someone who can't wait to cherish you. You sound like a catch to me