Cross countries separation EU

[Pack_19]

hi Sandi! First of all, thanks for knocking at the door, you are my float these days as I am sure you know. Yes it has been all in one go! I have been busy with the house, I still have some problems to close in Germany and the covid has started in parallel with my first project in the new role (I can work remotely).

Now that I have more time I am back reading the board, to be honest I do not comment on other threads because I still see myself as a very poor DBer, probably one of the worst. As I said last time I got a chance to see my W things were horrible. She only talks to me about money, complains that our S6 is misbehaving and even if I seat to talk to her she still makes moves away from me as if I wanted to hug her or similar... this is destroying me inside. I cannot believe this transformation. The last pearl I had to hear was that because I am focused on something I can never fix I am also going to destroy the lives of my children. I dont know if I can add this one to the list of things I have to let go or take it seriously.

It has been 8 months and there has not been a single change in her cold and resentful position. I feel lonely, more than anyone can imagine. On the one hand you are holding on to a R with a person who seems to only want to hurt you and on the other hand you dont want to go out and just hang out with the first one that shows interest. I guess the only people who will understand that are here.

I need to go to bed now but I will come back, read other threads, be more active and post about my situation! Thank you all!