Feeling emotional this morning. H said he picked up a shift at his part time job last night but was gone until about 12:30AM, so who knows where he really was, especially during this quarantine situation. This morning I just am annoyed with him and sad about the future, just worried about not giving my baby the life I thought she’d have. I was feeling weepy so went to bed to lie down and H is acting all concerned, came upstairs to check on me, was rubbing my back, and asking me what was wrong. I felt like saying, “what the f*** do you think is wrong? My M fell apart, I’m scared for the future, and I’m so angry at you for continuing to be dishonest”. I just kept saying I was fine and that I was just tired because I figure it’s best to avoid showing that I’m still that upset over the situation. I don’t understand why he feels the need to try to comfort me and ask what’s wrong.
