Wooba, we ran out of flour and I ordered more but it doesn't come until next week! In the meantime my daughter and I have been experimenting with flourless baking -- we made creme brulee the other night. yum!
I also know exactly what you mean about friends IRL and the difficulty in communicating with them about what is happening. I have told some of my friends that H is going through some sort of MLC and one friend knows everything (he doesn't know I've told her). Finding one person to be honest with who isn't going to be judgy was really helpful for me. She also had a cheating H (now ex) and so understood exactly what I was going through, plus knows H really well so could give advice in ways that others can't, really. If you can find that one person I totally recommend it, even if you keep up the smiling front with the rest.