Let me guess you initiated another R talk? Fool me once shame on me fool me ten times well you know the rest. You have a tough time following directions don’t you? As far as your W going back to your old wife. That is probably not gonna happen but obviously no one knows what the future holds. Unfortunately you have a really long time before you will see any remorse from her. You seem like an impatient guy so I’m guessing this isn’t going to work for you. I’m thankful there are no children involved in your situation. You have some decisions to make because right now you are the definition of insanity.