Thank you guys for the responses. There are times when I just want to tell all my friends IRL about all this to get it off my chest, but I still don’t think it’s the right time yet. When I think about it I don’t feel ashamed like I used to a little, mainly just “ugh I wouldn’t want to deal with telling the story 10 times or answering a bunch of questions about my M”. But sometimes it does get a bit annoying when friends ask me innocent Qs about H and small talk involving H.....I don’t like to pretend everything is fine but I do still. Anyways.....so it is definitely nice to come here to talk and get feedback. My virtual people.
NC for 3 days. It’s been nice and quiet.
I was bored over the weekend since we’re social distancing, I tried making pretzels at home for the first time. They turned out terrible but edible...my youngest said they look like poopoo bread. Lol! So the next day I had to make up for my bad baking by making some butter pecan cookies....they were YUM!
I’m enjoying my time with my boys. Yes they drive me crazy sometimes with all the pettiness, but they also show me so much love at the most unexpected times. We looked at their baby pictures together the other day. Lovely distant memories. Maybe a tiny ache, but no tears from me. It is what it is. Life goes on.
