Can

This is normal

It is a vunerable time

You still love him and he is there
There are moments of closeness, He probably feels it too and stops himself
Its very confusing

If he is set on leaving, it will be better to really separate, if there is no hope
You will know for the future whats best for you and D3

Just my thoughts
and his next visit maybe he should stay in a hotel..


married 14 years
H 42
bomb 2/07 IDLYA
D final 3 /09
M ow D ow