I'm a fool for thinking maybe he changed his mind. Nothing has changed. Thank gawd I didn't do anything stupid. I just feel silly for having those feelings & thoughts. Nothing has changed. I'm feeling emotional and just might cry a little.
Love hurts.
Can you really don’t need to feel stupid. We have all been there so many times and I’m sure many of us do even several years down the line. Just take it as part of the experience and use it to get you through next time. Heck I’ve been going through this now for over 3 years and I still catch myself thinking H might be changing his mind. It’s only natural when you love someone and especially when you know this could end with them wanting to come back. Please go easy on yourself. Sending hugs.
feeling rather foolish. 
