Day 9 cont. Another normal day in lockdown. A bit more interacting; way less mancave time. I continue to do what I want/need to do, as if he wasn't here. He steps up & takes D3, without my prompting, and I get a lot of things done. I don't rush. I take MY time. FINALLY! He gets it! We take turns! Duh!
There was a moment this eve that stirred up feelings (for me). D3 was distracted by a movie. 00 was prepping in the kitchen and needed my help. Latex gloves and rubbing warm honey on a bird. I poured the honey. Oh my... (I got a bit flushed..lol..) interesting to see if we'll eat this together, or continue with seperate meals.
Zero expectations. Just keep focusing on what I have control over. Remain calm and have patience with myself, D3 & 00.
Tomorrow is Another Day
~Never Give Up ~ 2019 Mar BD June BD Dec Aow/xgf 2020 Jan he wants D Feb he flys2 ow Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn Apr he leaves for work until Nov Oct D FINAL 2020 Living MY Happiest Life Ever