Hi B. We all make mistakes. Move on. You said sorry, move on. It's in the past. Forget about it. The more you talk about it the more H will retreat. Let him play video games. Let him do his thing. He's another teen in the house. Remember, he's on his own journey. I get the freaking out, being scared. We've all been there. However, being in a pandemic lockdown is certainly new territory. Regardless, good to hear you're doing things for you. Give H space.
Next time you feel like talking to H, try a test run here. MLC is a different creature. You're not alone in this. We have really all been there. H is under the same roof as you. Remember that.
Tomorrow is another day.
~Never Give Up ~ 2019 Mar BD June BD Dec Aow/xgf 2020 Jan he wants D Feb he flys2 ow Mar returns stuck here C19 Lckdwn Apr he leaves for work until Nov Oct D FINAL 2020 Living MY Happiest Life Ever